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10years already. I don’t know my mum that well.. who would know? My mum all the while is like this. But this time she change like I don’t even really know her well… this is what grandma, papa, uncle, auntie they all tell me. “Your mummy actually not married to your papa. Actually your papa going married another girl want but end up your mummy is pregnant so your papa have to married her. When your mummy have you, she keep go downstair walk walk if not go back to her mum there. When you born out your mummy still the same. She bring you along to go out early in the morning. Your mummy sometimes will go in grandma room anyhow look for things or go storeroom look for things make alot of noise… last time your mummy work the boss call and ask is your mummy home and say your mummy take the company things without paying or telling. Your mummy even go down chit chat with those uncle uncle when you and your twins brother born out.. Now all I know is my mummy have never been like this until this relationship came and everyone don’t bless this relationship. I have fight the inner side me alot and fighting every single person around me. I have been fighting and things keep hurting me. And baby… he drinks then talk everything out in harsh ways and end up things blows out and I have to kept silence and silently crying inside and there’s no one I could talk to anymore. Mummy say I eat baby till very jialat and tell auntie I’m good in lying… Now my mum only use a way to threaten me is telling me that she’s going to call my father and tell him to bring me back home and tell him to lock me at home..

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